Sunday, December 21, 2008
Bad Month of the Year
Just came back home with my eyes red. I cant believe what happen is already happened. I am screwed. I am tired. I don't know what to do. Thing just come and go. I felt that my life is very unfair. I'm now is alone, really alone, on my own now. What is happening to me? Why bad thing keep on coming. I can't really take this. I really had enough. I don't know what I'm gonna do.
I am alone at home, I just ditched my best friends, I just screwed my work. What should I do now? I felt that my existance is no longer useful.
I always hope that even though I don't talk to my parent, my brother sister, I could always be happy with my friends and collegues. But it not what I want. I'm already screwed in my family side. And now my friends, it over. And just my work place.
I always want to live happy, I don't wish to make anyone felt unhappy like I alway do. The feeling is very bad. I don't want everybody to suffer from saddness.
Now how? People can't change their personality. Its a facts. I alway tried to endure people whom I dislike. But my endurance had really reach the limit. I can't take this, no more.
I done. I give up. It over. Goodbye.
Posted by LoGiCaL at 1:01:00 AM